THIRDEYEJ[0]EL

Here… it is all about drinking.. and drinking. 
And I have no idea why as of late.. I desire it not.

Hence, Weekends are spent alone.. in front of my computer…

sometimes its frustrating.. (boredom is one, and sure hell is mine cause of neurosis).. sometimes things happen

Today, I bought World of Warcraft.. but them thousands of infinite patches that I need to download prevents me from playing at all..

I’ve been waiting here.. siting ducks for a good 3 hours.. nonetheless, it is not time wasted

I made another song. For those of you who even took the effort to view my myspace profile, I thank you.

http://www.myspace.com/joelstruly

Today’s new edition to my playlist is “Human”

Call it crap… call it weird.. call it ugly.. call it whatever you want, I don’t know how to write conventional stuff!

Lyrics:

By declaring that man is responsible and must actualize the potential meaning of his life, I wish to stress that the true meaning of life is to be discovered in the world rater than within man or his own psyche, as though it were a closed system. I have termed this constitutive characteristic “the self-transcendence of human existence”. It denotes the fact that being human always points, and is directed, to something or someone, other than oneself - be it a meaning to fulfill or another human being to encounter. The more one forgets himself – by giving himself to a cause to serve or another person to love – the more human he is and the more he actualizes himself. What is called self-actualization is not an attainable aim at all, for the simple reason that the more one would strive for it, the more he would miss it. In other words, self-actualization is possible only as a side-effect of self-transcendence.  -Viktor E. Frankl

I’m singing the Master’s text on logotherapy… you can imagine how bored I am! Nonetheless, I find his philosophy absolutely mind blowing – and in many ways, materializes many of the believes I held so strongly into plain alphabetical symbols, easily perceived and absorbed.